Thursday, June 29, 2006

yay freaking hoo.

Someone I care about announced this week that she and her husband are expecting. I want to be so happy for them. And to help or whatever, especially since her family is far away.

Im just not equipped to deal with it. Not again, not so soon after I was so involved with the birth of Em. I cant I cant I cant.... today. Ill get over it, But I hate it..today.

I know that there are others who deal with a lot more.. since I have a biological of my own already. BLAH.. Its still the same ache. The same missing feeling. The same self esteem issues. I want my body to do something.. and it wont. It hurts.

Thats all I have to say about that.

1 comment:

Brian Rhodes said...

I know girl.....I KNOW! It sucks.